Last Saturday night, he stole her from our yard. Due to the unique situation, the police can do nothing. We have been working with out church, and we have decided to relinquish our rights to Sandy. We will be meeting at our church with him tomorrow, and it will not be pretty. He will have to find another family to take care of her while we are gone, and we will be getting a new dog. At some point.
It has been extremely difficult for me in many ways. I was in love with Martin at one point, and I had fancied that we would marry. I went a little too far in the relationship with him--especially since he is not a Christian. It is a long story. I am glad God didn't let me go all the way with him, and he never took advantage of me. But he was such a smooth talker. And he figured he was able to control me (just like my ex).
You guys know about my affinity for Taylor Swift. And there is a song that truly encapsulates the way I feel. No, I did not lose him to another woman, and I didn't do some of the things in the video, but the essence of the song and video describe the situation.
This was a difficult video to watch the first time, and now I find myself singing this song quite regularly. No, we did not officially date, but there are some things that look awfully familiar.
I hope one day to have this kind of romance.
This video gets to me. No, the details don't match up. With Taylor's songs, I never feel they have to. But this song is a reason to hope. I had to meet with Martin today, and the horrible thing is that I am still attracted to you. The thing I always read about in romance novels happened. He touched my back, and a shock wave went through me. I instantly hated myself because my body had the audacity to respond. But it stands to reason since we were so physical--and never should have been.
The really strange thing is that he thinks he has me figured out and that he can win me back. I am going to post the follow non-Taylor video. This song is almost the story of my life to a tee.